I've never been in a war or combat situation, but I have served in the Armed servies under the royal airforce for 18 months straight out of college.
It wasn't for any sort of blood or ultra violence lust . But long before, war always excited me, the situation, the technology and equipment, one vs the over, man and machine vs man and machine, state vs state and the pride humans take in it.
Since i've left, I can say that I respect war more than I admire it. War gave our jobs meaning. I now say I admire the millitary, our gruop as with many others had a histroy and honour to uphold in which previous battles and wars where responsible.
The transparent and irresponsible way the politics has made media represent war has made many intelligent people hate and detest wars without actually repecting them. Thats just as dangerous as the gun ho attitude bush currently has at the moment.
As for me personally, I have alot of interest in the Vietam war mainly because it exposed the challenges new technologies poised instead of solutions. How new technology certainly didn't make "the horrors of war" less atrocious. How the cavilery had helicopters instead of horses and how we didn't just use nuclear weapons - Possibly one lesson learnt from WWII. And how it can be used as a model for all wars present and future.