AnyaKimlin
Confuddled
but we are all rather too old to still have imaginary friends.
Speak for yourself - I've never been too old. Mug of coffee and an imaginary friend or two in their various worlds save this Mum's sanity on a regular basis. And actually I have a story very much like the one you suggest about a story fairy it was where my children's stories came from, oh and my adult naughty fairies.
I see no good reason to change the way I write. How you write is your business and how I write is mine.
Again YOU need to take responsiblity for that which YOU produce rather than seeing YOURSELF as the gatekeeper to another world which is not of YOUR making. - you can take me out of that sentence.We need to take responsibility and ownership for what we produce, rather than seeing ourselves at the gatekeepers to another world which is not of our making.
How you write clearly works for you and you are happy with it. I'm equally very happy with what I do and the results. What I also love about my work is the productivity - I'm as enthralled with it as I am reading a book. Writing for me is above all fun, however a good character deserves a great story and I will make it the very best I can.
I was an archaeologist once upon a time and writing a story is the same buzz of uncovering the unknown. Part of that job is letting the past come alive. I couldn't force those stories, because they happened as each layer of dirt was removed. If I didn't allow the characters to be real as I wrote that buzz would be a lot less strong and not as addictive. Writing, rewriting, editing is a buzz. Rewriting and editing are like the thrill of polishing and restoring something to its former glory. When writing history as I was learning the key word drummed into us was empathy, and to me those 'ghosts' were very real as I worked.
Why do I NEED to change the way I write? What terrible thing is going to happen? Surely the worst is I continue to put my work online and self publish. That's fine - for me the reward is the old combat soldier crying at the death of Little Chick, or a straight man concerned about how he is rooting for my gay couple, the teen girl or boy that has a crush on my characters, making someone giggle or laugh. I love getting that kind of feedback - I even get a kick out of those that hate what I write.